Lord:
You are all I need.... take all that's in me... I give it to you.. For your Glory...
My flesh may fail me
My heart may fail me
Everything I have may fail me
My only hope is waiting at your feet..

I have been singing this song all day today... Yesterday ...today... very stressful days here in the Damato household...
Life changes in an instant... I am sure there are several of you out there that can agree.. How you can just be living your life... then a minute later everything changes.
I am telling you all this against my husbands wishes... But I feel I need to ... for we need the prayer... (s)!!!!
I wish I could tell you the specifics but quite frankly we don't have any yet...
All we know is that there will be some major changes happening around here starting probably next week... Something is going to happen with Marks job...There is alot of realignment going on in his company, and he will be affected...That is all we know...
If he loses his job...Well that is something I really can't think about right now... I have faith that he will be put into a new position.... That God will provide. He has always taken care of me. Always... I am just so scared right now... I really don't know what to think... or what we will do... I know there are so many who have gone through this in the past year... I have several friends in fact who are still suffering the after effects of our bad economy.Please God... give us the strength to get through whatever it is you have in store for us... If it means Mark has to travel back and forth to Kansas... we will do it... Please put your hands over our family and protect us! It could be a number of things, and as I stated no matter what, things have to change... Mark loves working from home....and I fear that is going to change.
But his having to commute over not having a job...We will take the commuting part!
Please pray for him... his heart and his pride are broken.... Although it is no fault of his...He is the best at what he does....always... so that is why I am keeping faith that they will keep him and just reassign him to new duties...
If you would have asked me a few days ago if I was okay with him traveling back and forth and only being home on weekends I would have emphatically responded "NO!" But... as I stated in the beginning... life throws these curveballs at us when we least expect them... It is our job to keep our faith strong... Just believing that as a family, with God on our side we can get through anything... I feel strong right now.. Ask me in a couple of hours as I am tossing and turning unable to sleep....
I really want Mark to have faith... to have Peace in his heart no matter what happens. It is hard for him, as the provider... especially as he is such a Perfectionist!
It is going to be a tough weekend, Did I say that already?? The NOT knowing is the worst... of course coupled with the fact that jobs at his level aren't really a dime a dozen... ...
See... Here I go... losing my strength and resolve to stay strong... Help me!!
They say that when you start bringing people to God get ready for the attacks.... I don't know if I am strong enough for any attacks right now!
There are so many suffering, Good people... I feel guilty even saying these things... I am just so very worried about my sweet husband... I don't think he has eaten for two days... So.. again... I ask you to lift him up in prayers...(Mark)... to help him find peace and give him strength... If he ends up having to commute back and fort to Kansas that he finds it bearable... That Jesus will reside in his heart to keep him company...
I will let you all know what happens... As you know.. I am back to work full time with American... so it may be a couple of days...


Defining Moment... realizing that what you have, can swiftly be taken away.
I am giving it to God... He is almighty and does not make mistakes.